I figured you might be like "Whoa" and click if I wrote a title like that, so that's why I wrote it
These past few days have been very busy with moving preparations (lies)
But even right now, I'm not even cleaning but really holding a flea market on my own at home
I've put things on display. It's bad. When is this going to get cleaned up!!!!!
["Thank you to everyone who participated"]
Welcome everyone to the mover's flea market
I definitely started with a general-purpose trash bag next to me to throw things out
But why is it so hard for me to throw things away
["Yes, I am HAPPY" H: Haven't got will to act A: Actively brainwash myself into thinking blessing will come
P: Psychologically rationalize every day
P: Dead on the inside
Y: Can't even do a proper acrostic"]
Yes, I am happy.
I can't even do a proper acrostic but
Brainwashing myself into believing that blessings will come
That's not a bad thing, amirite?
I prepared this so that I don't get called out for false advertising
To be honest I don't take many selfies alone
You probably can't believe it but....
I need to put on makeup to take a selfie
But it's such a chore to put on makeup
Wrapping up with me wearing glasses even though I got lasik
The reason I am opening my laptop to write
in this disaster of a room in the middle of packing
Is that moving for me, as it is for anyone, represents a new beginning
Seems like just yesterday that I packed and left the practice room that I'd been so used to
And now I am moving again~
I really am brainwashing myself that blessings will come, and I'm going to make that happen
The words that you keep leaving on my blog, where news is sparse
I am reading all of them, whenever I stop by
I will work hard
to repay this undeserved love, one by one, little by little
After receiving strength from you again
I will go pack again
I love you, and be careful on the snowy roads!
Yves: I am sorry.. I didn't know you would actually be startled..
Yves: ㅜ ㅜ