Park Chaewon gave me this
They're just like wings
Once I dreamed about receiving wings
If I get the opportunity, I'd love to tell the full story sometime
I dream very often, and even though I think myself strange,
on a day when I wake up refreshed, with gleaming eyes, I wonder what last night's dream was
After thinking for a long time, my head starts to hurt again
Anything can make you sad and disappointed, if you had it and lost it
I never wanted that shape
But when I kept the window open, the dawn breeze crafted it for me
Who are you, breeze of such excellent skill
Anyway, thank you
Y V E S
V was sick, but has shaken it off fully
And when I dance in the living room, they gather like that
and stare at me
Please don't forget my ludicrous floundering from today
But since you forget easily
I'll dance again for you tomorrow
["And when I returned to the room, I too would be empty inside, and sometimes I would mimic the same expressions that the empty images would make when they called to somebody"]
["Ever since, in my eyes
The half moon would often reflect
Half would be white
And half would be bright"]
["I would like my cause of death to be like yours
The windows have already in part gone over the night. Even if it is not in our sleep I would like my cause of death to be like yours
The way I mourn your dawn in this place is pondering how to never again face the dawn or how to stop such encounters before falling asleep"]
Late night snacks [T/N: styled to also read as "sustenance"] for the mind
I'm incapable of reading one book for a long time
Maybe because of my hurried temper
I want to read many books quickly
So I bear the toil
of having to reread two or three pages when I go to pick it up again
Today's sustenance was a buffet
And with my head, my heart, so full as to give me indigestion
I again cannot fall asleep, like the yesterday of every day
In a packed rectangular room.
Random
I was having sashimi and soju with Park Chaewon
And some soju made it onto Park Chaewon's ssam wrap
Once upon a time
We used to clamor
"A promise and the best all at once"
And now we've ended up learning how to consume sashimi and soju at once
This time please don't die
I am not drunk
The day of the profile shoot
Me yesterday
What will tomorrow's me look like?
I wish you a warm and peaceful night