The day was today
During practice I just couldn't focus
And I don't like how I am this way, but I suddenly wanted to take a selfie
No one knows which way I might bounce
I can't predict myself, so sometimes it's quite difficult, actually often
Right now I'm listening to Debussy
When I cut through the loud and dizzying outside noises and open my door
Strangely I want to listen to classical
Perhaps a fussy effort to have a fancy-looking hobby?
Or perhaps it was my taste all along
Lily Chou-Chou also features Arabesque
('An arabesque is a form of musical exposition that uses flashy decorations on motifs')
I suddenly felt curious and sought out arabesques, and I found someone who likes Lily Chou-Chou like I do.
'I was really into it at first, but not anymore.'
True. Now that I hear that, I feel like I'm the same way
Sometimes I am like water. You say one thing, and I feel that way
I am listening to Debussy, but I start to feel like I don't like it that much
I went to Bongeun-sa
I visit this place like I visit a cafe
Is it a silly hobby?
I don't dislike myself for being still
I meditate before returning
When I look at my phone, an hour and a half would have passed
I had stopped, for an hour and a half
Perhaps I had grown
On the way out, I saw a nameless flower
I may not know its name, but it made me think spring had come
People shoved large cameras at it, to take pictures of the blossom
I didn't want to cause harm, so I ducked this low and removed myself
Passing underneath the nameless flower.
Passing by the spring
This is a taxi in Japan
That day I was quite so sleepy
Who knows if this place is Japan or Korea or Earth or Mars
I just wanted to sleep in the bed
But I am traveling after all, so might as well play hard
Am I lazy because my zodiac is the cow
That is too generalized a thought
It's just that you love the bed so much
Thanks to diligent unnies, my memories of Japan are loud whenever I reminisce
Truly what a relief
What tea was this
Something got into me, and I wanted to be classy and drink warm tea
I had a pretty cup so I poured into it
Sipping and sipping, I soon emptied it
But my heart felt a void
I did drink it, but my heart was cold
That day was like that
So Dohyeon told me this, that the cutting board holders? from Daiso make for good CD holders
I had CDs in it at first, but that felt unnecessary, so instead I slotted the books stacked on my desk
Books from all different places collected in a spot
How is it to meet each other
I can't read one book all the way through
Still I share my reach around frequently, don't get jealous
Every Day Is April Fools is the book I'm reading most often lately
Literally every day is April Fools
When will it not be April 1st anymore ma'am, please just tell me about your first love
Tree seen from my window
A person
I painted
I felt sorry for the tools gathering dust on my bookshelf, so I opened my eyes one morning and painted on my table
The first thing I painted was a person
I don't know how to sketch, so I went straight to coloring
The person I drew seems to be full of thoughts somehow
I wonder who you are?
Anyway it's nice to meet you, my first painting
I gave frequent walks, but the Tamagotchi died again, again
What is your problem
I'm angry so I'm not raising one again
Don't even know where it went
Suddenly I want to raise one again
The roses I received at the company welcome party
I saw these on a desk when I was about to go home
So I asked, 'Can I take these home?'
They lasted maybe three days
Before wilting
I threw them out with the regular garbage
Flowers are like that
They give incredible joy, then are disposed of like they never were
But I like that
So I keep buying them
I found a flower shop near home, and the florist knows me now
Flowers grow their whole lives, to bloom once like that
And then they wilt
I like that
What flower shall I buy now
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