[lastyvesniin] Refresh (260105)

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I'm headed to Seoul … .ᐟ

The road from the family home to Seoul is always unsatisfying.

I'm writing and deleting a lot…

But I had such extreme mood swings because of many things.

In the new year, I hope everyone who reads this will have an uneventful time

I realized once again that health is the most important thing

My 2026 goal is to read a lot

and I've already finished four books heuheu

Need to read a lot when I'm getting into it like this

I recommended it to the fans, but this is Siddhartha which I enjoyed.

Now I feel like I can't even kick a rock on the street carelessly

This book is called The Five Questions and I read it while nursing my grandma

I don't really read self-improvement books, but my uncle gifted it to me

so I ended up reading it.

I used up all the index marks while reading this.

It's good for light reading, but also good for thinking.

As I wrote out my reading notes after finishing,

this book helped me become much calmer

.ᐟ.ᐟ.ᐟ

The dongchimi noodles that I like ;

It's our family's specialty and it's so good

I'm getting the shameless thought that I want to eat this right now while looking at it on the bus.

I went to a BBQ grill with my family and Mom said that plant was pretty

I looked and it really was cute so I took a photo

I'm moving soon, and it made me think about getting an aquatic plant.

Speaking of plants reminds me

Actually, I'm reminded every time I see a plant

I think about my mom who likes plants.

Even when Mom was right next to me.

For my song which has now been released with the title "Mom"

I wrote a first draft of lyrics.

It didn't get selected

but I remember having fun writing it

[The sounds that Mom used to hum

They became my dreams

The words form sentences

and melodies become songs to be sung

When shadows draped over her blue night

I would hide and cry with her

When she laughed watching TV

I laughed as I looked at her

I look at the mirror like a habit

I see myself like I see her

I see her in the mirror

The gaze I used to have to look up to

becomes level

and now I look down to her

I see me in her

I grow like her

The little girl who used to write sheet music

and play acoustic guitar

Her fingers have bends to them now

On the bus to Seoul

as she waved her ailing hands at my window

I smiled and waved with my smooth hands

I cried as soon as I closed the curtains

I look at the mirror again like a habit

I see myself like I see her

I see her in the mirror

I want to grow like her]

This one is a direct Korean translation of English lyrics

The fans have seen it all before

but for the blog friends ㅎㅎ

There's definitely something that comes off from being in Korean…

Someday I want to make a song that's fully in Korean lyrics,

is the thought I have as I head to Seoul

Seeing as how many thoughts and goals are arising

I guess I did get recharged a lot while at family home

Let's live diligently once I'm back in Seoul

+Many New Year's blessings .ᐟ